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update 4-18: this particular commission offer is now closed. commissions in general are still closed too, as well as requests. not sure when commissions or requests will be open again.

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i have another person in need to tell you all about, so it's different than the person i mentioned in 
the previous journal. this isn't something i randomly came across on the internet; i learned about this person through someone from my church. the person in need is Meg and she has chronic lyme disease, and she has suffered for 17 years. the treatment she badly needs is way more expensive than she can afford, so she needs people to help out. what really caught my attention about her is that she has traveled to nigeria to help abused women and children!! you'll have to read the details at her campaign link, but this is someone who cares more about others than herself. she really deserves other people caring for her too.

***DONATE!! EVERY DOLLAR COUNTS!!! www.youcaring.com/megsmith-761… whether you can or can't donate, spread the word on social media.

and i am now opening commissions in order to help raise money for meg!!! i'm willing to draw art for people who donate. sure you can simply donate on your own and not tell me about it and not get anything from me. if you want do to that, that's fine. but just in case you're not sure whether or not you want to donate, i decided to add an extra incentive, so that there's another reason for you to donate. no, you don't have to be rich and give some huge amount of money. even a little bit of money helps.

keep in mind that meg's crowdfunding campaign is ending on april 18th. (if for some reason the campaign gets extended, i might extend my commission offer). there is a limited time for you to commission me. and if you've watched me for a while you'd know that my commissions and requests rarely open and they only open at random times. i am not sure the next time i'll open either of those. it could be weeks or months.

but right now, my commissions are open, so you might as well do it now since i don't know when i'll do this again. but  if you want a commission from me, i need to approve it before you donate to meg's campaign. please send me a note explaining what you want me to draw. i'll draw pretty much anything except fetish art or anything else that's controversial. it can be a sketch or colored work. you can also ask for more than one artwork. see my gallery for examples: sachi-pon.deviantart.com/galle…

tell me what you want, and i'll try to think of a price based on what you tell me. when we agree on a price, you'll donate that amount to meg's campaign. so that's when the art for you will be put on my to-do list!! i'll note you when the art is completed.

so yep there you go... it's a way to help someone who has a serious disease, while at the same time getting some art if you want it. if for some reason you can't donate, you can still share the campaign on social media. or if you know someone who's looking for commissions, show them this journal.

one more thing... i'm wondering if there is anyone else who is interested in doing something like this? you can make art for people in exchange for them donating to a good cause. if there were others who want to do this, i could possibly help advertise or something. comment or note if you want to do commissions for a cause.
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EDIT 3-22: the raffle is closed. the winner is susmobile!!!   Person In Need Request Raffle by Sachi-pon  this set of screenshots shows that i went to random.org and had it choose a random number between one and six. (one and six were both included as possible answers!) then it chose five, so that's the winner. and, everyone who entered won a llama badge :heart:

but still, even though the raffle is over you can fave and share this journal to help jamie get her health treatment that she badly needs. the more people who see this journal, the more likely someone with money will see it, and they'll donate.


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i'm going to open up one free request slot (if a lot of people participate, i'll do more than one!) if you want a request, add this journal to your faves. i will wait two weeks, then i will randomly pick a winner and send them a note, and they can request from me a colored halfbody pic of a human (or kemonomimi) character. it's so easy. all you have to do is fave, and you might be the winner!! :nod:

i wanted to tell you all about this person named jamie, who survived cancer but has ongoing health problems due to the chemotherapy. she needs an extremely important surgery but the price is so high that she can't afford it. you can help her get the surgery she needs.

DONATE NOW: www.gofundme.com/ChemoSurvivor…

i learned about this thanks to a forum post by Rhodanthe-Roseora. when i read about it, i just felt absolutely awful. so, i donated $10 to this campaign. (i'm just saying that to show you that i'm not the type of person to tell you all to do something that i'm not willing to do myself.) you don't have to donate a large amount of money. even a tiny amount can help. and, be sure to spread the word by making a journal or poll, or using social media.

jamie is in need of surgery, but the price is enormous. i was thinking about how healthcare is such a big topic these days in america, where politicians are currently debating some possible changes to our healthcare laws. i like to follow political news so i do know a little about this. it's such a complicated problem with no easy answer. healthcare is expensive, and someone needs to pay for it. hopefully there are ways to make healthcare less expensive. but in this situation that i'm telling you now, here's someone who is facing an expensive healthcare situation and she can't afford it. and i was reading her story and thinking, we don't have to wait for politicians to come up with answers. we can do something right now. so that's why i decided to give her a little money even though i don't actually know her at all. but i wanted to do SOMETHING that will help this healthcare situation. there are so many people who need healthcare and don't have it. but you can do something about it. even if you give ONE dollar, it's better than nothing.

go ahead and fave the journal!! by faving, you help spread the word. and you might win a request!! again, if i see a lot of people faving, i will do a request for more than one person!!!
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hi everyone. as you can see, i have "disappeared" again. i have done a few sketches in recent days (i haven't posted them on the internet) but before that, i hadn't drawn ANYTHING AT ALL in about two months. i also have barely talked to anyone on deviantart, tumblr, or twitter in at least that amount of time. and yet, these are all things i actually LIKE doing!! so why would i go such a long time without doing these things? in this journal i will give you a detailed explanation of how this happens. i know that i've talked about this before. not everything i say here is new. but i did some thinking about it a few nights ago and wanted to share my thoughts. you don't have to read that part. if you don't want to read it then i'll just give you a quick status update:

as i said, i did finally draw a little bit recently. i've been doing some practice sketches. i might post these on twitter: twitter.com/sachiprecious also, i have two contest prize illustrations to do, both in color. one i haven't started, and one i am sketching. i am almost done with the sketch but i haven't colored anything in a few months =( and i don't want to color someone's contest prize with my rusty skills that haven't been used in months. so i am drawing and coloring another illustration in order to practice coloring. then i'll color the contest prize. then i'll do the next contest prize of course. btw, the manga i mentioned before, "Samiyah and Zahir," is also in progress.

now here are my thoughts from the other night. it's kinda long, so again, i am not saying everyone has to read it. but if you have problems with #procrastination and lack of #motivation, you'll want to read this because it might be relatable to you.



i realized that when it comes to things i like doing (drawing, making manga, communicating with people on social media about art and anime), i have "on" and "off" periods. "on" means that i do it often. "off" means that i don't do it.

for years i have had a pattern of alternating between on and off periods, on these things i like doing. each period lasts about two or three months (but there are exceptions). in other words... i don't know how to be continuously productive. i don't know how to be on without switching to an off period. i don't understand other people who work on long-term projects or continuously updating their blog/website for a long time.

i thought working with others instead of working by myself would break the pattern, so sometimes i've tried to start projects with other people. it didn't break my pattern. i thought working with someone else would make me feel more productive because i will not want to let other people down. instead it happened anyway.

how do you get stuck inside an "off" period? answer: whenever i begin an off period i don't realize it. i never see it as 'okay now i know i am not going to make progress for two months.' i don't realize that i am beginning an off period that might last weeks or months. instead i think 'i got lazy temporarily. yeah i messed up but i'll do better tomorrow and get back on track.' or a variation: 'i was busy with some other thing in my life today but it's okay because i can just get back on track tomorrow.' and i think that every day for many weeks. i keep thinking 'it's only ONE more day.' then after a whole lot of days pass, i finally realize, 'oh wow, i spent a long time being 'off!'' if you're wondering why i can think "it's only one day" for so many days in a row, this paradox explains it: en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sorites_… think about how that paradox confuses your brain. it's related to the way my brain is confused in this situation. to make things worse, the more days that go by where i am off, the more strongly i believe that i will get back on track tomorrow!!! so what i'm saying is that the false 'i will get on track tomorrow' belief STRENGTHENS with each day! and then, of course, more off days go by. and then i believe even more strongly, 'it's been many days by now! that means i will DEFINITELY' be on track tomorrow because this definitely ends tomorrow! i will be productive again for sure.'

how do you get out of the off period? answer: eventually i notice how long i have taken a break, and i feel so guilty/panicked/wrong/bad that over a few days i pull myself out of "off" and get back to "on." and the thing is, "on" feels refreshing because i haven't done it in a while.

question: what makes me go "off" in the first place? though maybe having an "off" day or two is normal, and so that's not really the problem, and my problem is the "yes i messed up, but i will do better tomorrow" thing... in particular, the fact that i keep thinking it multiple days.

why don't you just force yourself to think of a number, x, and not go more than x days without progress? if x days have passed, force yourself to do it.
problems: how do i choose what number of days "x" should be?  it's so arbitrary. you'd be surprised how bad i am at deciding on arbitrary things like this. and once i determine it, what if i let x days pass and now i am supposed to "force myself" that day, but i really really don't want to? what would be so bad about adding only one more day to "x"? and then, just one more? and then just one more, so on and so forth... (again, that's the heap paradox that i linked to earlier) also, the biggest question: how would i "force myself" without being miserable? if i am miserable then won't drawing/writing/social media turn into things i DO NOT like? right now they are things i like. but they will change into something i no longer like.

if you like these things then why would you go off in the first place? you should be happy and eager to do things you truly like. well, no. it's not perfect. you can't like something 100% of the time. there are going to be times when you don't want to do something you normally like. i want to constantly remain "on," but i don't mean literally every single day without skipping a day once. if i set up that high, unrealistic expectation, then when i have one "off" day i will feel like a failure and lose all motivation.

but, just like in the heap paradox where you can't tell where to draw the line between a heap and a non-heap, i can't tell where the line is between "normal taking a break, normal temporarily pausing," etc. and "being unproductive, lazy, bad habit, long-term off period." again, i am bad at determining arbitrary things like this. it's not like, for example, "if you take a break for three days you are 100% totally fine and good, but if you take a break for four days you are lazy and have bad unproductive habits" as if there is a hard line between three and four. that's not true. but it is true that at some point there is a point where you have developed the bad habit of being continuously unproductive. i am at that point but i am not sure how and when i got there. i also don't know how to change.

how do i for the most part continuously remain "on" without being miserable??? i realize that sometimes i will have to "force" myself. okay then. but i don't want "force myself" to be the main solution here that i have to use the majority of the time. if i have to constantly force myself the majority of the time then that means i truly do not want to do it and i should stop. i do have some big goals* i would like to reach with my drawing, writing, and social media. but i am miserable the entire time i am working toward those goals, then why do i have those goals? but i don't want to give up my goals. so i want to achieve these things without being miserable.

however, as i mentioned earlier, when i get back to "on" after being "off" for a while, it feels refreshing/exciting because i haven't done it in a while. in other words, if i had been continuously doing it then it would not feel refreshing or exciting. instead it would feel boring, stale, and miserable.

if you are confused by all this, the blog "wait but why" has some excellent articles on procrastination and lateness that explain how my mind works!!

waitbutwhy.com/2013/10/why-pro…
waitbutwhy.com/2015/03/procras…
waitbutwhy.com/2015/07/why-im-… (the "not this minute, the next minute" thing is what i do with "not this day, the next day.")

but seriously why can't you realize you are having an off period and do something to stop it? isn't it obvious, when the off period is happening? actually, no, it's not obvious. if i KNEW that i was about to take a long break and begin an "off" period, don't you think i would do something to stop it?? if i knew it was coming then i would be prepared and prevent it from happening. so when it comes to off periods, there is no way i would be able to already know before one happens. the only way i know is after it already happened. hindsight is 20/20. it's hard to recognize, in the beginning or middle of an off period, that i am in one in the first place.

(also, that's why i rarely announce in advance that i will have a "hiatus" from deviantart or anywhere. it's because i usually do not know that i am about to start a hiatus! if i already knew in advance that i will need to go on hiatus, i would be trying to do something to change my situation so i wouldn't have to go on hiatus.)

the problem is that you say "i'll get back on track TOMORROW." if you simply told yourself that you can get back on track TODAY, everything would be fine."
answer 1: some days i really really don't want to do it. so i'd have to "force myself" which leads to the "miserable" problem i mentioned before.
answer 2: actually it's not always "tomorrow." rarely, i do make progress the same day! sometimes even the next day too! but i do not believe i will consistently do it day after day so i get demotivated. i have a big problem with believing i won't finish things/ reach goals. and that scares me a lot and makes me feel nervous, and when i feel nervous i always procrastinate. sometimes i am able to listen to music or do something else to calm down and not feel tense, and then i can start drawing/writing/whatever. other times i remain tense/nervous and so i keep procrastinating.

so there you go, that's the main problem here i think. well aside from my complete lack of time management skills... it's the nervousness that comes with the idea that i won't finish what i start, i won't reach goals, and the fear of "what's the point of working toward a long-term goal if i will be miserable and forcing/pushing myself???"

now you can see why i have such trouble staying motivated (staying "on"). oh sure i do have some other things going on in my life that take my time and attention from these things here. but those other things aren't to blame (even though i would often use those other things as excuses). the problems here are that i feel too nervous and then the nervousness makes me procrastinate (i'll get back on track tomorrow") and the procrastination gets me trapped in the "off" period for a long time. and even when i try to be good and actually do things that make some progress, i don't believe my productive mood will last and then i just end up getting nervous again, and then i procrastinate, and then i lose motivation, then i am "off,"

if you stopped being nervous and you were more optimistic, you would be able to avoid nervousness and procrastination, and stay motivated. but i don't know how to do that. sure i can temporarily be productive sometimes but i don't know how to stay motivated enough to make it last.

i do read this really great blog by james clear... he writes a lot of articles on productivity and motivation. this is the best one...
jamesclear.com/motivation

i read this recently and no it didn't magically solve my problem (or else i wouldn't be writing this journal!). but it definitely got me thinking. and that's how i was able to do some introspection and write this journal. i will keep reading his blog and other helpful articles on this topic. i really like reading articles about this kind of thing because it helps me think and become a smarter person.

i posted this journal not jus tto explain myself but because hopefully someone reading this has a solution. if you have one, please let me know. the only thing i can think of right now is to try to stop my brain from thinking 'i'll do it later.' that thought pops up in my brain a lot, so i will try to stop the thought most of the times that it pops up. however, i can't stop it EVERY time. as i said before, it's unrealistic to expect myself- or anyone else in the entire world!- to be in the on period perfectly 100% of the time. so don't expect that from me.




about replying: a lot of times, i am scared to reply to people's comments. but why? because if i do, i will begin the "on" period when i eagerly reply a lot... then later i will get to the "off" period. but people will have gotten used to expecting quick replies so they will expect it consistently, like it's my norm. then if i slow down or stop, people will be upset. so, it's easier to not reply at all. now people think that NOT replying is my norm. if not replying is my norm, i don't have to live up to expectations that i will reply a lot.

but if i don't talk to people, obviously that's bad... very very bad! i would be isolated from everyone!!!

(which kinda already happened by now...)

at this point i will have to say that yes i will reply to comments on this journal but at the same time i have to be honest by saying this doesn't mean i will always be here to reply. i might go into another off period later on.


*what are my goals, anyway?

in case you forgot or don't know...

i don't have goals that normal people would understand. my goals are unusually high and ambitious, and don't expect me to change them because they are a huge part of who i am.

i have multiple mangas i would like to create... as well as countless ideas for illustrations that don't have anything to do with my mangas. i want to be self-employed, making money off my mangas and illustrations, so that i can fully devote myself to these things instead of having to fit them in around another job's schedule. and i want my mangas to become very famous, so that there are big fandoms created. i want to travel to conventions in order to meet fans of my mangas. plus i want to sell merchandise based on them. and maybe there could be animations or at least audio dramas of my mangas...??? hopefully. though those things aren't the top priority.


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i have an announcement to make and i realized that my deviantart anniversary was coming soon. so, i thought, 'hey, i might as well do the announcement on the same day.' 
august 7th is deviantart's 16th anniversary as well as my 9th anniversary. ('cause i wanted to join dA on the anniversary day!! lol) speaking of 16, that's how old i was when i joined 
dA. it's been an adventure. here is a list of things i've done on dA, in no particular order:

-i made a lot of artwork. (duh, that's why i joined, to share my art)
-i've learned a lot about making art by looking at tutorials, forums, and journals
-i've made a bunch of friends. i think that's the best thing about this site. you can find genuine friends.
-i've gotten into many arguments
-i've written many long, rambling journal entries
-i've given and received llamas, because llamas are awesome
-i've improved greatly with my art skills. i learned to use new materials and new techniques.
-i've been involved with drama and that fact doesn't matter to me because i don't regret it.
-i used to capitalize my writing properly and then at some point i started slacking off
-i've come up with several manga ideas
-i've given and received commissions, art trades, requests, and gifts
-i've complained to the dA staff several times, but have also praised dA several times
-i've been obsessed with fandoms
-i've canceled projects i've started, and i've participated in other people's projects that got canceled
-i ran two contests and ran "secret valentine" events (like secret santa)
-i was called a "subscribed" member, then i was called a "premium" member, now i am called a "core" member
-i've tried to give support/encouragement/advice to lots of people. lots and lots and lots of people. i LOVE giving advice and nice comments.
-i changed my name from SuperSachiko to Sachi-pon in order to sound more "kawaii"
-i've found great crowdfunding campaigns to support
-i received watches, faves, and comments. i still remember times when i was used to NOT getting these things. slowly this situation improved.
-i've started groups and projects and things
-i've been open about my Christian faith. i always wanted people who know me on dA to know what my religion is.
-i got my art selected to be in an artbook, but that was a long time ago and by now i dislike that artwork!!
-i've been amazed by the high quality of art from the artists here, and i've felt intimidated A LOT. but i've also felt a lot of inspiration. soooo many times.
-i got more than 100,000 pageviews, even though i used to be super jealous of people who had that many views
-i've had long periods of inactivity in both drawing and replying to messages
-i've always stayed true to my own style because it's something i deeply care about
-i've had many interesting discussions with people in the forums about philosophy, politics, sex and relationships, daily life, things on the internet, and of course, artwork.
-there are probably other things i've done that i forgot about by now.
-i've just done a lot of stuff in general because this is my favorite site on the internet and i've been here for NINE YEARS!!!!!!!!


i mentioned in my list that i kept starting projects and then canceling or postponing them. this has happened a lot. but it would be good to actually NOT cancel/postpone something. 
if i can actually complete something, i can start on my way to becoming a full-time writer/artist/creative person. and now i'm announcing to the public the thing i am currently working on completing. what is it? it's none other than...

Untitled by Sachi-pon
(this isn't the final logo, it's something i made quickly. font: tangerine. pattern source: designtrends. )

in late january/early february, i decided that i wanted to restart a certain manga that i (barely) started on before. this manga is called "Samiyah and Zahir" and it's a one-shot about 
a princess who has unrequited love for her bodyguard. the thing is, i didn't want to do it by myself. the first time i decided to do this manga, it was in a three-person group. the 
second time i decided to do this manga, i wanted to work with only one person. i really want to have a group manga someday but for right now i wanted to keep things more simple 
by only having one person help me. i wanted one person to do the art while i wrote the story. but who would be a good fit for this particular story? i had one idea of whom to ask, 
and then i was going to start a forum thread announcing that i was looking for an artist. that forum thread never happened; thanks Ou-ren!!!

there's still a long way to go before the manga is complete. it's going to be several months, unfortunately. however, there is good news. the manga will be available to read for 
free!!! the whole manga will be released to the public. everyone will be able to see the full story from beginning to end... how nice!!

i wish i could just release the manga right now. but it takes so much time to create comics and there's definitely hard work involved. it's not quick and easy, and there's no way to 
get around that. but what i can do is release wip's of it, and some other info here and there, and it'll be posted on my tumblr under the tag "samiyah and zahir." so, my tumblr will be the best place to go to see things related to SaZ. here's the link to the "samiyah and zahir" tag on my tumblr:

sachi-pon.tumblr.com/tagged/sa…

and i made a few concept sketches here:

SaZ character sketches by Sachi-pon

so yeah, there you go. now you know. the secret is out. i am making Samiyah and Zahir with Ou-ren, and i think you all will really like it!! :heart: it's an interesting and dramatic 
story in a fantasy setting. i came up with the plot idea before i came up with the setting, so i was like 'hmm, what kind of fantasy setting should this take place in?' i chose an arabian 
setting =D it's a great choice because of the very gorgeous visual style. and i will give credit where credit is due. the main thing that influenced my choice of setting was this...






Skin by JassysART - Roes by IgnisFatuusII
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EDIT 6-18: it's been a week, so this is now closed!! i can't disable comments. but if anyone else comments, they will be ignored.

only two people commented :O i thought that more people would like to advertise themselves. i see a lot of artists saying "hardly anyone notices me" so i thought this journal would get more responses.

to the two people who did comment, you both will be commissioned =D please wait though, because i need to decide what i want. i'll send you a note sooner or later!

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i know i have disappeared from da for a long time. (explanation: sta.sh/01p0wh8a5pm3 ) i'm sorry for that. but i want to do more than say "i'm sorry"... i want to do something that actually helps the da community.

and i just want to say that commissioning artists is VERY important. not only that, but donating to their crowdfunding projects, giving them positive feedback on their art, and promoting them on social media. why is all this stuff important? because, people really need it. if you make art and no one is there to encourage you or pay you or help you in any way, you might end up slowing down the rate at which you make art, and canceling/abandoning art you would have made. artists definitely need to feel passion from within themselves. that's an absolute necessity. you can't go without it. but at the same time, having other people help out is a big deal. an artist first needs to feel passion from within, and next, they need to receive attention from other people. (unless they're one of those super private people who don't like showing anyone their work)

think of a piece of artwork/writing/creative work you love. what if that creator had never created it, because they felt demotivated and/or didn't have enough money???

...in this journal, you can advertise yourself or someone else. you can advertise any kind of commission, or patreon, or other thing to donate to. point commissions are acceptable too. post a comment below to advertise, and i recommend adding thumbnails to show off art.

if you advertise something, ****FAVE THIS JOURNAL**** and if you want to you can share it on facebook, twitter, or tumblr. but faving is a requirement. this journal is pointless if few people see it. faving and sharing helps people see it.

But Wait, There's More!!! one week from now, i'll choose someone to commission!!! =D =D =D i don't know what character i will want you to draw but i'll look at your art style and decide what character would be great for it. i'll also make a new journal highlighting a few people who have advertised themselves here. (although if this journal barely gets any responses, i won't highlight people.) if you want to know how i will decide whom to commission and highlight, just keep in mind that it'll be purely based on my personal tastes. so there's nothing you can do to increase your chances. just post something and i'll look at it. i'll look at everyone.

#commission #commissions #commissionsopen #feature #features 

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